All right, who is the funny guy who replaced my mirror with one from a funhouse? There is absolutely no way that I really look like that. I'm much taller and thinner and less, I don't know…lumpy?
Hold on, let me weigh myself and see if I've gained any weight. Aack! Is this thing zeroed out? Is it possible that I've gained 40 pounds?
That kind of weight just doesn't come on overnight. How could I not have noticed?
Ok, so I admit that I've needed to buy larger sizes, but I never actually equated that with gaining weight.
Well, maybe I did, but I never thought it was going to be a permanent thing. And I really didn't think it showed - that much. Ok, I'm in total denial.
I guess I thought that if I ignored it, then it would go away. Unfortunately, it hasn't gone away. It has adhered itself to my backside, and my thighs, and my belly, and my upper arms, and even under my chin in a most unbecoming manner. Sigh! As it turns out, I really am that lumpy.
What do I do now? It's too late to go back to ignorance - I've seen the lumpy girl and she knows it. I can't look in a mirror now without her looking back at me. She will not be ignored. I have no choice - lumpy girl has got to go!
This won't be easy. Lumpy girl is stubborn. She does not like to perspire so she drags her feet the whole time I try to exercise.
When making meal choices she is never satisfied with a salad when fries can be had. During stressful situations she whispers in my ear, "eat the chocolate!"
I have no one to blame but myself. I created her and I obviously like her way of living or I wouldn't look just like her.
I have tried many times to break away from her hold on me but to no avail. No matter how strong my resolve, lumpy girl continues to reappear.
That's why I've decided to go public. I am hoping that with the encouragement (or ridicule) of other Cleveland women, I can finally lose those 40 pounds and banish lumpy girl from my mirror - for good!
Watch and see.
Icky Fact: If you think of a pound of fat as the same as 4 sticks or one pound of butter, then I have the equivalent of 160 sticks of butter stuck on my body where it shouldn't be.
Claire.
Your advice, encouragement and questions
for Claire - and her responses
One Weigh or Another
Claire-ly Addicted
Spring has Sprung
Claire's Weight Loss Review
Absolutely Flabulous
Claire shops for "Fat Clothes"
C is for Claire
Who Has Diet Ennui
Why I Cheated
Blame the Girl Scout of America!
Trial by Dryer
Claire tosses her jeans in the (gulp) dryer!
Facing Fats
Claire faces facts (and fats) on her diet
DIY-et
The new Claire is Under Construction
Lumpy Girl 2006
Claire faces the New Year - and herself
New Year's Countdown
Without Dick Clark
Counting Blessings
Instead of Calories
Claire's Diet Continues
The birth of the Cookies and Salad Diet
Claire's Diet Continues
Bathroom Scale Predictions
Lumpy Girl Claire
Holiday Pudge
The return of Lumpy Girl
Just in time for the holidays
The end of Phase 1
Claire reaches 20 pounds lost
My Cups Runneth Over
Claire goes bra shopping
Pork Inspired
The smell of bacon lures Claire
Claire gains weight!
Vacation causes her first setback
Shredded Weight
Whiny Girl gets weighed at the wrong time
Claire is armed and dangerous
What's with these flabby arms?
Claire's latest weekly report
Nickel and Diming the results
Claire is Playing to Lose
With an updated photo of Lumpy/Skinny Girl
Lumpy Girl and Skinny Girl
Meet Slacker Girl
Week 8 of Claire's Diet
The changing Outward Appearance
On a Clear Day
Claire gets depressed after a "compliment"
Over Exposed
Claire gets a new swimsuit
Declaration of Indigestion
Claire gets through the holidays
Things My Lumpy Girl Told Me
Lumpy Girl and Skinny Girl face off
Across the Great Divide
Claire sounds off on the thong
Skinny is a State of Mind
The unfortunate return of Lumpy Girl
Salad Days
Lumpy Girl Claire continues on her diet
Lumpy Girl Claire meets Skinny Girl
and plans for Week 4
Lumpy Girl meets a Twinkie
but it's for a good cause
Wait Loss - Claire's Week 2 Results
and goals for Week 3
Fast Food protection
Claire wishes she were Batgirl
Nice girls only go at home
Claire deals with high fiber
Claire's Week 1 Results
and goals for Week 2
Have you Herd of Whales?
Claire reflects on her changing body
Heavy Thoughts
Claire gets on the scale - and begins her plan
Who is that Lumpy Girl?
Claire goes public with her weight loss plan
- and asks for your help
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